Is Armarni Bulkani Still Alive?

Type "is Armarni Bulkani" into Google and this is the first suggestion.. haha...

Well, yes - technically I am but you could say I have slightly Evolved again. I have been a little busy bee in the self improvement field & soon enough I will show my final form- 🦋 🌟.

I always enjoy dipping away then showing up a surprise & well like a phoenix I think to truly do it properly you have to pull yourself apart aswell. I've been doing many challenging things & to be honest I always knew it would likely be hard analytically - but I really underestimated how much it makes you truly question inner parts of yourself. Also when you realize without this spicy part of my life - it truly is ground hog day- which if brutally honest I can get in flow with but when nearly a year has gone and it feels like 2 months it's scary. So I was busy internally.

Social media I come back then I dip away, few reasons - when I'm going into myself I tend to truly isolate - almost like a monk and no I'm not joking. And If I'm honest - I felt like my previous shoot I didn't prepare & was so out of touch emotionally, energetically & I wasn't feeling at my best if I'm honest. Was going through a lot and instead of dealing with what I should have I tried to focus myself on a shoot and both personal matters and the shoot didn't get the proper attention, care and preparation they deserved.

Also I've been super low volume - I've had some truly amazing friends over the past year or so - many have moved overseas, some gone are now back- it's been a strange year for many I know and myself included. But when I'm going through a change I like to be extra selective of my energy, time and not allow myself to be overly consumed by pings and hounding from time wasters. I just try to bottle my energy up for those few selected people that I decide to allow into my space & make an amazing time for. Those whose contact makes me realize they put effort & therefore I make an effort. Blessed to be able to have been like that. I'm not really one to take my add off completely often because I guess it's a bit of a spice to the mundane routines in life & well I don't have free sex and people need sex.

But it's amazing what re-alignment can do, also how quickly I can change things around & I truly do surprise myself how I seem to get younger & step it up over the years🧿 - still surgery free & just me. But I'm feeling good- like really good. Better than ever good. But I'm trying not to ruin my shock factor as I really love doing that so I'm trying to not post.

Will I do a shoot soon- I don't know- what will the New Year hold? I don't know. Something funny I do now- is i like to wake up everyday with the possibility that something amazing might happen today- what that may be? I don't know- but I don't like to lock in my plans for long anymore. I'm not containing myself to being Armarni next year, I'm not forcing myself to cease being Armarni next year. That's what I used to do, now I'm going with the flow - if something happens I likely won't be Armarni anymore if something happens I might still be Armarni - I don't know. What could happen? Who knows. Do you feel like you are reading Alice in Wonderland & I'm writing the lines for the smoking caterpillar because I do. (Why Armarni doesn't drink - I certainly don't need to).

I woke up and noticed I used to try control everything & I didn't really allow myself to not only see things differently - but sometimes wouldn't allow myself to see the actual reality other than the framed guidelines of what I deemed correct. But in time I guess I started to wonder where did these guidelines come from? Who made them? Who put them into me? Is that really how the world is or is that made to benefit someone? Does this benefit me or harm me? Does it make me accept me or try to reject me? I started looking at the world differently - possibly because I am into quantum physics. I find it extremely fascinating. I love to read (& write clearly) & most of my favorite books are books designed to help you work on the major part of yourself - the 99% of the intangible being - space that you are. I will link some suggestions at the end because many of my "friends" I have met over the years are usually on journeys too and well in my opinion the best way to improve yourself is to learn about the largest part of yourself & the other 1% of you naturally follows.

What is it that makes me change drastically? People asked me this especially after I disappeared for a while and then climbed onto that bed in one of my favorite plum lingerie pieces - To be honest I think the biggest things for me are actual healing. What I mean by that is not me going - I am going to change my body, I'm going to clear my skin etc. No I think what is energetically going on with me? What's wrong inside that I need to heal so I can improve my body, skin, health. Unhealthy habits are usually compensation for something- so what is it? No one should ever stop developing yourself there should always be something you are looking to improve with yourself whether mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually, socially, romantically- if we stop developing ourselves we may aswell be lifeless mannequins or better put puppets.

For me major parts of my Death & Rebirth stages of my life include yoga, meditation, holographic/psychedelic breath work, mat pilates, no processed foods, HIIT mainly for emotional release, prolonged fast every few months, no carb/lactose/fructose, tech & speaking detox (including to myself - I love talking to myself lol) & a ridiculous amount of time on self care like self massage. I don't drink, smoke or party I'm a little other worldly I don't need to, quirky 😆- I can sit in silence for hours & be perfectly entertained & at peace. Can be alone and completely happy.

Many of these things listed when I am in tune with myself are a part of my daily routine anyway. But the No TV, no Socials, no talking (besides necessary for business & studies) they are very important in the healing phase -Because for myself and likely man others, there are things I need to ponder and talking about those things with outsiders will just give invalid opinions- there are some things that others cannot understand or weigh in on. These things its best left to you & the "source* we shall call it here. You can only hear or rather feel that when you are quiet.

Why would healing like this work? Because most things are stored in our bodies and in my opinion it's negative energy, stagnant energy & emotions that age us, make us "ugly", struggle with habits, overweight & sick - you can keep fixing the outside but if you don't heal the inside you just go back to it. It's also not a matter of fixing it then all be fine and never again need to pay attention to it. Something might happen in life, it might trigger something and it will be up to you to recognize that, go inside and find out what is truly causing this response or if you just patch it up- it will come out again. And the more patches you put the harder it will be to find the real problem. If you heal the inside the outside will start to shine brighter - your energy will change & in return your life.

Many of my "friends" over the past few years have been interested in some of the different things I partake in. So I've written this quirky blog that goes into these things a bit more & also put some links to my favorite YouTube channels, books, & things I think might be helpful.

To me self development, improvement & self knowing is extremely important. & If you weren't aware maybe now you see I'm a little different & there really is a reason that so many men when "rubbing me the right way" say I'm a genie - treat me well & I might just invoke in you a life change, riches or happiness that you couldn't have imagined. I've seen men transform their lives & improve so much & that has always been my favorite part of this work seeing energetic evolvement. Is it something I said? is it an energetic spark? Is it my subtle hope. I'm strange in the sense I know I'm meant to only want people's money, but when people treat me well I treat them well too- I do not see people as wallets, I see that at times we all need someone. And I enjoy being the person there for someone when they are healing & although sometimes it's sad to see a caterpillar turn into a butterfly and watch it go - it's also beautiful especially when you see it flying happy, free where it wanted to be instead of wiggling around or tucked in a cocoon.

So that's a little bit of truths from me & my quirky reality - I've become rather flexible now splits etc a few years ago I would have laughed. Meditation - I've reached breathless & even heartless several times - very intuitive & powerful. But becoming more like this invokes an imagination & a connection with yourself where never you feel bored but every now and then it is nice to have something spontaneous & out of the ordinary that allows new possibilities to unfold. breathwork for me is the best way to get into a proper meditative state.

My favorite yoga YouTube is Boho Beautiful - I like Julia for when I want something upbeat - Mark for when I want something more meditative I find him very soothing to listen to.

My favorite BreathWork Chanel that I use daily - Breathe with Sandy- he is amazing. My favorites are Sufi, Psychedelic & Kundalini .

I usually que my favorite holotrpic music playlist after his session. Into the Deep - some of the greatest insights I have ever had I have recieved listening to their mixes for BreathWork they are very different & always help to stop you drifting off meditating.

Pilates - I've always had a love hate relationship with. In my opinion as someone who was a personal trainer & did a lot of weights years ago. Pilates hurts more than weights. Don't believe try it. Lol. Move with Nicole is my favorite for this as she really helps you think about which muscles to engage & has good ques for alignment. but I do Boho Beautiful ones aswell on days that I want a quicker paced work out.

Hypnosis - I'm a big fan of self hypnosis - I like Anna Thompson, I've always found her work effective.

Affirmations - I'm actually a big believer in writing your own and recording yourself saying it- with some frequency in the background then play them back. I find it the most effective especially when you repeat what you are listening to internally and verbally.

Books I cannot really say I have a favorite but I have Many I recommend. But I think if you are someone who can process information well Vadim Zealand has to have the most different but amazing books. Transurfing reality 1-5. I also surprisingly enjoyed tufti & itfut from him. He is a retired Russian physicist, his work is very interesting.

Many have heard of him but whether it's actually been applied Dr Joe Diespenza - the placebo effect, breaking the habit of being yourself and also becoming supernatural.

& Ofcourse the classics-

Think & grow rich Napoleon Hill- I love this book because it makes you think about the principal behind things if you only take it will fail eventually play within the laws.

How to win friends & influence people - Dale Carnegie (this is great if you have social anxiety I used to suffer it badly).

Atomic Habits & Deep Work.

Came to an escort blog hoping to get something sexy but instead you got bombarded with self improvement & someone who sounds like they are in wonderland. Lol but I am still alive just I've just been focusing on other things & more intensely the 99% of nothing.

🐛 Ready for your Journey or are you too scared? 🦋

I believe everything happens for a reason & when I get enquires usually they all come at the same time & if I accept one- I always believe that person & I were meant to meet.

Be happy, kind to others & stay safe.

🧞‍♀️ Hugs & kisses 🧿

Armarni Bulkani

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